It's 10:31 pm January 2, 2021. I had a very good day. I was extremely productive I mean not a second went by today that I wasn't working on Winnie. I am thankful for that as well as the amazing start to this year so why am I laying here in the dark sad. I feel very sad....but I guess this is just the universe letting me know Winnie there is still healing to do there. Also, letting me know you need to STOP doing these things to yourself. We are at times our worst enemy. I know it's healthy to feel and allow yourself time to allow certain emotions and I did I allowed myself time to shed the tears I needed to but I DID NOT want to. I wanted so badly to act exactly as this is not happening that I am not still feeling and emotional about this. But reality is its still painful, it still hurts, I am still emotionally attached. I know I needed this EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON I may not understand now but I know eventually it will all make sense.
Winnie Baby You Got This!
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